min'stery

從小到大

我自認沒有經過叛逆期這個階段

這幾天我在想

或許只是delay了

不知道

或許只是掃到颱風尾吧

這幾天回到家聽到我媽媽問東問西的

感覺真的很煩

是怎樣

我睡太少了嗎?

壓力大?

下雨天?

覺得這幾天心情都不大好

或許也是因為上星期小暑假太放鬆了吧

一下子來個太大的落差

不過我在外面的時候心情都還不錯

想今天喝到學長推薦不錯又便宜的咖啡

下午果然就沒打瞌睡了

被染上咖啡味的心情可以持續一個下午

買咖啡的回程還意外看到張震在萬芳的7-11排隊買飲料 <--明星也是要排隊的阿 學姊!!

沒話說 就是帥!!

太認真看帥哥 害我去踢到放在地上的籃子 還好裡面沒東西 =.=

(拔辣歌去死 再聽下去會自殺 =.= -inkinpark- 我來了!!! )

下那種可惡的雨

或許也是導致心情差的原因

真不爽

Somewhere I Belong

When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all the vacancy, the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to loose
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own

I wanna heal, I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain till it's gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere only to find
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I?
What do I have but negativity?
Cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong